i want to make the effort but i think you have to give me at least something, anything to let me know that i should.
i want to wait but its a very looooong way ahead.
i want to keep busy for the time being but im afraid i might get totally sidetracked.
i want to enjoy the here and now but i can't help but wonder about the future.
i want to move forward but i can't help but look back and wonder what could have been had things been different.
